I MISS YOU, RALFY…. SO MUCH….

this photo of ralfy is SO SICK! shoulda made this his album cover. TNR baby!

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4 MONTHS TODAY…

Last new years eve… <3

I am glad I was able to spend 6 new years with you… I miss you

“Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”

RIP STEVE JOBS… damn

You must be swaggin it out in heaven with that THANK YOU BASED GOD shirt I dressed you up in, Ralfy. <3

Ralfy… I can’t believe it’s already been 2 months… not a day goes by where you don’t cross my mind. It doesn’t feel real. I was used to being with you every single second of every single day. I never thought I’d have to live life without you. I MISS YOU so damn much… f*ck. I wish your 3 months wasn’t on my birthday… I wish YOU could be here for my bday.. I love you with all my heart, Smush. -Yoeyen